Crap.

Next week:

1. Macroeconomic test - Monday

2. English presentation - Tuesday

Ohmygod. I'm so fuck up now. I did almost nothing throughout this whole week. How can I get back to the right path? Day by day i'm getting lazier and lazier. :(

As you can see, I've added him back to the author list, despite the previous emo post saying that I'd removed him away.

I'm seriously getting fed up with my blog. Feel like changing the whole thing ! The ads are not appearing, whereas others will!! The background colour is dull like shit, the side bar elements are so messy. Urrgh! I will surely fix this up once I have extra time to spend. Let me repeat again, EXTRA TIME..! When? I wondered. +.+

This morning, we were informed that we HAVE to perform for the Cuti-cuti Malaysia thingy somewhere in the month of December, or else we gonna fail for the final test. Sounds so threatening! Wtf.

Tarian Joget ? If I'm not mistaken, was the dance we learned this morning. OMFG. I don't think I'm able to remember every steps on that day itself because it's so fucking confusing.

Why traditional dance? Give modern dance la! Before we joined, I thought they will at least teach us Hip-hop or Latin dance or something else. We joined on the wrong timing where we have to perform for that darn event. Oh god, you think we got so much time to practice? Urrgh!

One of the steps was like 'lap-ping' the windows.

So, Kylie and I were so exhausted at the end of the class, and we were jokingly said that, what if we do this dance during the prom? (as in any occasions that will have people to dance la). I think our partners will surely freak out and run away! Haha. Imagine I'm doing it with Tjin, I think he will immediately find another gf. Haha.

Ok, End of my speech . Bye . Gonna start studying now .

Emotional and mentally stress.

I removed him out from the author list.

He should be happy and relieved though , as I always keep pushing him to do things he dislike.

Had a really tough night.

Apart from that, as the day passes, I can slowly feel the stress atmosphere around me,

as my assignments are getting more and more, and the processing is just 2%.

Facing a financial difficulties at the same time, make me even more stress!

Not to mention the one I love.

Out of the blue....

Don't ask why... i just suddenly had the feeling to blog... Maybe because my dear has continuously asked me to blog... but i rejected her countless time too... But this night... i just wanna do it for no apparent reason... Or maybe because i miss her too much... I really miss her too much... i cant believe it has just been a week... it already feels like forever... I just wanna hug her... It's really such a shitty farewell cause the most important person in my heart was not there.... I don't know... Is there really such thing as replacement? To me, i don't think i can find another perfect lover like Mei Kheng... I wonder why i love her so much... sigh...

Him.

Got the urge to update my bloggie. But i'm too lazy to update about myself as there are too many to share! So, i will do it when I'm really free. :)

So, I will just update about him.

(i'm doing it for you now! u know u make me pissed, and u know what to do!)

He visited some fair over there, and i don't know what fair was that. He said 'chaplang' one.

Below is the picture taken by don't know who,

don't know what time,

don't know when,

see, what also don't know how to tell me one!

make me what also don't know!

I'm pissed!

Stupid Ngiam Kee Tjin! Cursed you grow taller and taller! ;(

You better do something and make me happy man!

Bytheway, he's doing fine in America. Look at his smile and you will know.

Night.

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Working at 10am , and now is 4.12am,

his time is 1.12pm, and he's still sleeping!!! wth! ;(

i wanna talk with you! :(

Speaking up my mind 2.

Studying the bible now and out of sudden , I got the urge to blog.

I see my header every time I open my blog , and seriously , I think it's really beautiful.

It's like, you can see sadness and a story from this picture. After editing it, there are more stories to tell. Haha. Syiok sendiri! Anyway , I just love it !

Credit to Ving, thanks to him who captured this down, and he really have a potential being a photographer ! Anyone wanna employ him as a cameraman? Just give me a call ! :DD

Second thing, I got my result , and, I'm kinda satisfied with it. :)

But A- is just so not nice to see. Can't you just erase that minus away? Its an eyesore man.

2A's, 2A-'s and 1B. bloody hell.

How I wish I could celebrate this happiness with him. Wanna him back badly, and he said he feels like coming back after a month and I know it's not possible at all. All we can do is, sending emails , skyping , msn chat , thats all. I wanna touch you baby, so badly! I don't know why am I saying this here, but, knowing that you're so far away from makes me wanna cry. The thoughts of you leaving me here alone reminds me of that day when you told me about your daddy's plan, a real nightmare ! Let me tell you dear, a memory that keeps me company all the time is, the time when we got back together. Although it's not romantic AT ALL, and a lot of disturbance, but, we still made it together at the end.

Baby, take good care of yourself,

I love you, till the end.

RUBBISH!

OH MY F. GOD! It took me ages to upload a photo. Let me repeat again.. A PHOTO! wtf!

this is serious shit man. Oh ya, I didn't mention before in my blog that I'm currently using Wimax huh? Yes. I'm using it !!

Disadvantages:

1. Cannot upload photos.. AT ALL!

2. Limited download.

3. Sometimes cannot sign in MSN. well , you have to use ebuddy then.

4. It will disconnect itself EVERY TIME when I'm video calling with dear. how stupid!

Advantage:

1. Other people couldn't connect or at least half an hour , whereas , I don't encounter the same problem like them. wahahahaha. :D

Notice that they with S and without. which mean the disadvantage > advantage . poor thing !

and... it's keep on disconnecting my MSN now! hey, i'm webcaming with him wtf!! damn pissed off ! make me talk less with him ! ;(

In 8hours time i'm gonna meet up with Kylie and attend the goddamn cocu and..

I am so not gonna tell you what i'm joining!!!!

hahahaha!

Sadness.

Header has changed,

Life has changes as well.

It wouldn't be the same as before anymore. :(

I miss you a lot darling.

LANGKAWI.

Yes! Finally I update about Langkawi!

Please click:

Alison and Sook Yee.

Thank you. :)

p/s: just look for the word LANGKAWI , then you can see all the entries about it. hee. I smart! :D

:'(

Loving you more and more each day.

:'(

Today is really the last night.

No more delay. No more excuses to stay longer.

Although it just few months but..

I want you to stay.

Once I got back, I won't able to see you, anymore.

I will be waiting for you to come back dear.

ALWAYS.

LOVE YOU,

Bao bei.

How time spent.

AFTER Myra's House,

we went Dinner@Jalan Alor.. again!

When was the last time we went for dating?

I couldn't recall.

AND, I don't think we can even watch Sorority together, since your flight is confirmed on Saturday.

Gonna miss baby badly. Need you.. all the time. :'(

Love that smile on you darling.

The mirror was just right behind us!

Strong gila!

Another recommended dish.

TRY THIS!

Did you noticed that recently I post quite a lot of pictures, and mostly talked about him? My baby is leaving away from me.. soon. And the worst thing is , i couldn't even send him to the airport . I will be away to hometown for my cousin sis's wedding . How coincident . Everything clashed together!! How great! FUCK!

Open House.

Raya Open House at Myra's place.

Seriously, I've never seen this type of house before. So antique.

And YES! This is my first time.

I was so hungry and I grabbed anything to satisfy my hunger.

After makan , we enjoyed chatting and taking pictures with the people and around the house. :)

Wanna make a phone call using this?

Grandpa clock.

So BIGG !

I wondered how much is this?

Zaffeq, Hafizah, Myra, Me, Alison

Alison.

I love big mirror.

Hot chick babe.

Myra.

Photoshooting session

1. ALISON LOKE JI-AN, 18, AMPANG.

2. WOO MEI KHENG, 15

im young!

We had our photoshooting session too! haha.

camwhore gila! we're the poser yo!

alison, come lets take more pictures next time! hahaa.

love you!

Neoprint.

Love the neoprint. But too bad we didn't pick the nicest one. We don't even know how to use that goddamn machine until we've done EVERYTHING.. then the lady at the counter taught us how to use it.

Love.

Night.

:(

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

by Whitney Houston

Farewell Gathering.

Date: 8th October 2009 , Thursday.

Time: 9.00p.m.

Venue: Ving's House.

Purposes: Farewell, surprised.

Intended to surprise him with this small gathering I'd organized.

Although its not a big party but at least,

I did something that its totally out of everyone's expectation right?

You will be totally surprised that:-

I PAID FOR THE FOOD !!

Unexpected huh?

I am those stingy type, and I count every penny that people owed me.

(macam lah i very proud)

But indeed, I am proud. haha. :D

Okay, so, this is the first time organizing this gathering, never did this in my entire life before, YOU are the first, be proud!

Secondly, I'm sorry for the food. Not the one as I mentioned to them. This is a very simple gathering. No barbecue, or steamboat. Hmm. Sorry. Maybe next time.

Another BIGG apologize to those who are not invited. As I mentioned in the previouspost, I couldn't afford to do that.

Here are the photos:

Edwin, Wilfred and Alison

Edwin!

Aww. The last time I saw you was at your house gate.

Bytheway, he was demonstrating on how he copied during the high school with his 'speaker' on.

*laugh*

everyone couldn't stop laughing!

kinda miss high school though. :(

Putin aka eat shit dog.

CUTE!

I'm playing with the 'artificial' fire place.

Baby.

Aww. Jc! You make me look so small.

Better! :)

Wilfred!

The last time i saw him was in the college library.

Seriously, you gained alot of weight man.

Same fishy again.

Heart the mirror!

Alison! thanks for the sandwiches you made for him.

Big hug!

The guys.

Group shot.

Have you seen Fish eats Chicken before?

There is one below!! hahahaha. (lame)

*Blur* But I love the effect.

Ours.

Finally,

BIG THANKS TO THEM!

(please ignore tjin's head)

FUCK UP!

Thanks to him.

Spoiled my mood to the max!

GO!

And don't come back!

Together for 1 year and dont know how many months?

ALL BULLSHIT!

Exhausted.

Thought of updating the post for the gathering.

But.. I'm exhausted to do so.

I will do it tomorrow then.

P/s: ALISON, sorry for not returning back the container . I will bring it to your house as soon as possible. SOOKYEE and VING, thanks for you help, appreciate it a lotss ! As for those who attended, thanks for coming ! Whereas, sorry to others that I didn't invite you guys as I couldn't afford to do so. Money is so limited for me to spend !!!

Bytheway, those pictures have been uploaded on Facebook, you can just check it out there.

Nighty night. :)

Tesco, Kajang.

When we were waiting for his mom,

we mingled around at the supermarket and had our brunch there.

Bored, and so I might as well brought out the camera and captured our faces. :)

You know, every single things have to be captured down as the chances of doing this with him for the next few months is a ZERO . :(

Hopefully the sunligjt at the back doesn't hurt your eyes.

Fixing my shirt.

Apple mirror.

Giving an unsatisfied faces.

Chosen this for his brother.

I have a very chubby face. :O

Looking at his stitches.

Comfy! :)