Can I?

can i bang my head to the wall?
can i just run out from the house?
can i just stay there for life?
can i do anything i want to do?
can u please answer my call?

i just want a simple life like everyone does.
why the god is so unfair?
plan has been ruined up,
life is bored,
same routine everyday,
same arguments,
same problems.

when can i have a normal life?
i don't know who to talk with.
i don't know who is there for me to talk with.
so i might as well talk to the blog.

feel so lonely.